poker night

Sometimes, it is terribly hard to know that my boyfriend has so many friends. He has people to hang out with every night. This would be great if I had any, I mean I have friends but I feel like I've built really lacking relationships with the people I was friends with in high school, because I see them and talk to them so infrequently. And, college friendships were a bit of a failure also, but that's a LONG story. I just feel really alone on poker night.